My schedule is full. Believe me, I don't even have my personal time nowadays because of my daughter, Chloe. So when it comes to blogging, I always have this desire to write and update my blog often, which were best done than said.
So, my daily routine is like this: wake up early at 6 am, play with Chloe and watch DVDs with her, prepare her breakfast at around 8, feed her at 9, put her to bed before 10 which I should take a shower right after she sleeps, prepare our lunch... (at that time she'll be awake), eat lunch with her, make up, dress up for work... then bring Chloe to my in-laws house before 12:30 nn. Take the subway for 40 minutes, work.... arrive at my in-laws house at 8 pm, take Chloe home, feed her milk, give her a bath and send her to sleep... (massage...massage) prepare dinner and eat dinner with Tommy... that would be at least around past 10 (it depends if Chloe would sleep sooner) and after, wash the dishes, wash Chloe's bottles, pick up some of her mess around the house and then long before I check my mail and do some of my readings. I feel very exhausted and sleepy.... (These were the reasons why there is Mother' s Day I guess)
My whole week is like that. Honestly, I hate it. I don't hate the idea of having time with my daughter, but what I hate is when I'm always running out of time to do something. I'm always in a hurry or worst I'm in haste every time. I can't even say that I'm having a quality time with my husband lately, or with my self unlike before. There are millions of things I want to do but I couldn't find the time to do all those stuffs. Poor me~ poor myself.
I watched the video of Charrise Pempengco at Youtube and admire her for her talent. Filipinos are truly natural born talents. I hope I would have also the talent next time not to be able to sing like her, but to manage my time wisely and make a zero backlog of my personal projects.
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